03
May 2004 - The Knead to Be a Domestic Goddess
One
afternoon, not too long ago I was bragging to my mother (who
undoubtedly lectured me many times on how it is not nice to brag)
about how I'd made bread that weekend for S. and I. How I'd made
it from "scratch" and how great it tasted and how wonderful
it had been to have the smell of freshly baked bread wafting out
of my kitchen on a Sunday afternoon as I sat and drank a cup of
tea on the sofa. I patted myself on the back and felt myself the
truest of true Domestic Goddesses as she nodded and smiled and congratulated
me.
After
a few minutes of silence which signaled the completion of my rather
immodest behaviour, my mother asked if I'd ever baked bread without
a bread maker. She mused aloud about how it feels, rising against
your hands and how it smells and tastes different when you proof
the yeast yourself. She remembered how her own mother had baked
bread in their kitchen oh-so-many-years-ago and how she, as a small
child had marveled at how it somehow rose in the covered, magical
bowl that rested in the warmest spot in the kitchen, next to the
stove. She recalled how bread dough, rendered elastic via the process
of kneading by hand tasted better, different, more "real"
than dough that had been kneaded by a tiny turn-knob at the bottom
of a dough pan in a bread machine.
Pouting,
I stammered some worthless excuses about how I didn't have the time,
that I was always too tired, that my wrists were always too achy
to knead dough. I spoke of the wonder of the bread machine and reminded
her that she herself owned one and used it regularly. I even went
so far as to claim that my bread tasted just as good because I don't
ever cook it in the bread maker. At this she nodded. Yes, a bread
maker is a time-, fatigue-and wrist-saver. Yes, she owns one and
uses it. Yes, they are wonderful inventions...but, the question
still remained unanswered: Had I baked bread without one?
I changed
the subject. She knew the answer anyway; why else would I have brought
the bread maker home from the cottage at the end of last summer
if I had? Why would I praise this invention if I had either the
ability or the inclination to bake bread -- god forbid -- without
it???
Yesterday
I decided to do it. To put aside man-made technology, as wondrous
as it might be, and bake bread. I opted for Bagels
(yes, I've done them before
-- but these were puffy, yeast-risen, deliciously yummy, hand-made,
professional-bakery- tasting-and-yummy-looking bagels) and
turned, oddly enough to Nigella's
How to be a Domestic
Goddess (of course I own it!) cookbook for inspiration.
Fresh
and hot out of the oven, with some of S.'s mom's homemade labneh
(a Middle Eastern Yogurt preparation) spread on it, it was
as close to heaven as you can get on a very sleepy, lazy, chilly
Sunday afternoon.
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